Dear XXXXXXX,
I guess maybe I was thinking that we could have a two way relationship, not like a relationship-relationship, but like a friendship. Something that is a little back and forth, give and take. I pretty much put myself out there and can't even get a sentence out of you. Does this tell me that what I thought was a friendship was merely a situation where I was being used? And now that I kind of am figuring it out, you retreat to hide that fact? If my friend spit forth all the shit I did to you, I would at least try to help them or understand them. Who just decides to completely ignore them? What is that? The depths of my disappointment right now cannot be calculated. I wasn't asking for you to love me if you weren't capable of it. All I wanted was for you to be a friend and it seems like that is beyond your abilities too. Is it because you are young? Is it because you just don't care about me? Your silence is the most powerful tool you can use against me. The not knowing slowly destroys me little by little. The good news is that now I wonder what I saw in you at all.
Sincerely,
Me
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WHOAAAA!!! is this a late night cleansing of the soul/gut? I hope this isn't an isntance where someone (said girl) is out of town, sick, incapacitated, incarcerated, or decapitated for a short time and you blow your stack and then realize you wiped your ass with your bath towel?
Hallmark called and asked if they could use this for an upcoming card.
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