It's Friday, early evening and I've decided that the best way to handle this shitty, horrible day at work today is to suck them back. A good old fashion drink til you die situation. I'm scared that the easiest answer today for me was to stop and get some beer. I don't want to be the kind of guy who drinks away his problems, but fuck if I didn't crave a beer the minute I got into my car in the parking lot. I'm a mserable fuck to begin with, so I can't imagine where I'll be 12 beers from now. Espcecially since I'll most likely be wasted by 9 PM and the night will be young at the point.
Maybe tonight I'll make a fool of myself? Maybe I'll get beat up or pick a fight and actually win? I need something to happen that will shake up my system. I'm feeling like I'm on the edge of cliff and I want to jump off. I'm not coping with my emotions, I'm not sleeping, I'm not feeling connected to anyone in this town. Friendless. That's how I feel. Except for you Mr. Corona you mexican wunderkind. You love me. Don't you?
I ain't saying she a gold digga, but she ain't messing with no broke niggas. get down girl, go ahead get down.
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I am so happy to know that we share the same adoration for the new Kanye joint. I really don't like him as a person or even as a musician, but god damn...that song got me!
~drey
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